Tuesday, July 8, 2008

A Shadow Under The Sun

I love God, I love what He's doing.
I am still trying to die and to Live, every day has little struggles and little victories and little defeats.
The past is my biggest enemy, it keeps coming back to haunt me.
My prayer is for closure, or forgetfulness.
God keep me sane. Keep me focused on my service.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Living In Grace

Dear God, how can I be such a hypocrite? How can I claim to believe in Your power and love and not live with my life devoted to You? How can I speak of the blessings of Your way and walk away from You at the same time? God, You gave me my life, now please, take it back. I can not handle the responsibility! Ah but God You know best what I can handle. Please Lord, I will gladly be Your slave if only You give me the will. Help me to fight this body.

When I am ready to take the yoke completely I will rejoice under it's weight and lightness. Lord let me be ready soon.